seven-year friendships

rAchel says: (21:26:54)
i've changed. i've become more aware of the chasm

rAchel says: (21:26:57)
between fantasy and reality

alan says: (21:27:27)
that spins my mind...

rAchel says: (21:27:34)
if you're aware, it means residing in fantasy becomes a conscious choice, rather than "the way you are"

rAchel says: (21:27:49)
almost like self-delusion, except that you're aware that you're self-deluding, so you're not really deluding.

alan says: (21:27:56)
hmmm

alan says: (21:27:59)
yes

alan says: (21:28:14)
you will die in paradox

alan says: (21:28:23)
i cant see any other way of you ending

rAchel says: (21:28:24)
i know

alan says: (21:28:27)
you'll get hit by an ambulance.

alan says: (21:28:35)
suffocated by a parachute.

alan says: (21:28:52)
ill be at your funeral and ill laugh for you

alan says: (21:29:03)
i actually will :)

rAchel says: (21:29:11)
thank you, i would really appreciate that

rAchel says: (21:29:13)
i actually will :)

alan says:: (21:29:44)
that makes me happy. hopefully ill be able to afford the ticket.

alan says: (21:29:44)
haha